Dean has forgotten what it's like to be normal, that was taken from him when he was four. When The Yellow Eyed Demon, Azazel, came calling and took his mother from them. That night, his normal little life vanished as fast as his home turned to ashes and dust. It died as the warmth and happiness died in his father's eyes as they sat outside on the Impala. Tee ball seemed like a distant memory already at that point, little league unobtainable.

He forgot how to be a child, having to look after his father when he began drinking. So bad Dean had to dump his bottles, knowing it would upset the older Winchester. He learned fast that too much alcohol was a bad thing. Childhood died when he became caretaker for his younger brother Sam. He tried to fight to hang onto it, sneaking out to play video games, until the day he came back home and something was hurting Sammy. That his father came back in time to save his brother from. It ended when he saw the fear, and disappointment in John Winchester's eyes because he left Sammy alone.

Dean just forgot how to live a life passed that of a hunter, what he was molded and raised into. He didn't get close to people, not after Cassie. He knew people would think him insane. He knew in this line of work you lost more then you ever gained. Too many people he watched lose. Now he was facing another loss, two to be precise.

Ellen and Jo Harvelle. They died helping try to fight Lucifer. There was one thing Dean never forgot. How to mourn the death of someone close to him. He didn't forget how to salt and burn, he had been forced to do it enough. He also didn't forget the feeling, the desire for vengeance.

Dean Winchester - Supernatural - 312 Words

"Do you resent your mother for dying?"

Dean frowned a moment at the question he was being asked. It wasn't a question anyone had ever asked him. He just didn't like being asked, what the hell kind of question was that.

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Dean Winchester, Supernatural, 197 Words

Crushed. That's how I felt the moment we finally found Sammy at Cold Oak. I remember being so relieved to see him, that he was okay. Then in a blur it all changed in an instant. Jake coming up behind him, stabbing him in the back. I ran to my brother, and held him. Trying to get him to hold on until I could get him some help. The moment I felt Sammy go limp in my arms my entire world seemed to crash down around me. I'd just lost the last of my family. All because I turned my back on him for just a moment when he went into that diner. I failed to do the one job I always had, keep Sam safe.

That's why I never blinked when i made that deal to bring him back. Sam always deserved a good life, sure I got shafted out of nine years like everyone else gets. For me to have Sam back it was worth it, even if he was a bit upset at me for making that deal. Hey I came back in the end, even if things went a little crazy. Deals and my family are a bad omen I guess. Doesn't seem to stop us, and I'd do it again if I had to.

Muse: Dean Winchester
Fandom: Supernatural
Words: 219

Dean was relaxing just taking a nice break from hunting. Bela was off visiting friends, and he let her go alone as she asked. Not like he didn't trust her to come back, to not go off with some other man. He was flipping through the channels as he laid in bed with a plate of tacos. That's the moment he almost choked when he landed on the news.

( Museum robbed, mummy's bracelet stolen. )

Muse: Dean Winchester
Fandom: Supernatural
300 words

What turns me on? Hell this question could get me in trouble. Okay not really sure I can be a perv and say big tits, or a nice round ass you can grab onto. I could say she gotta be looking like a model. I could mention my encounter with a set of twins, damn that was fun. Well not so fun for Sammy who walked in and got more of an eyeful then he wanted.

I could but honestly there is only one real thing that catches my attention. I'm guessing you all want to know what that is right? I figured so, well okay there a few things.

Confidence. If a girl if confident and it shows it catches my attention hands down. It's like she's right there in your face. You can't miss her and she knows she has at least something to offer.

Snark. Hell I'm a sarcastic snarky guy so if a girl can keep up with that? Then she damn well has my attention. If she can best me at times? Oh hell yeah that turns me on. I can admit that shows she has something upstairs.


Speaking of upstairs, yeah if the girl is smart? She's got me there too. I'll shut up though because I'm sounding lame. Not my fault these kind of questions make me picture ordering from a menu.

I'll take a girl with confidence and brains with a side order of snark.


Dean Winchester // Supernatural // 238 words

01. Sammy
02. Bela
03. Bobby
04. Ellen
05. Jo
06. My unborn kids
07. Would have saved my dad if I could have
08. Myself if I was able.

Dean Winchester // Supernatural

Dean perked a brow at the question and shook his head. What the hell kind of thing was that to ask? Are you dominant or submissive in your sexual relations? Who the hell came up with a question like that? Thinking on it Dean couldn't say he was one or the other, in all honesty he was what they'd call a switch. There were the times Bela just wanted to be thrown down, clothes ripped off, and fucked as hard as Dean could thrust into her. Dean loved those times, because he could bite and scratch. That and Bela's long nails would dig right into his shoulder and make it hard to not orgasm almost right then. Him slamming her up against a wall was always nice, or as it was hotel doors it seemed always ended up the target. He was sure there had been several calls made about how loud they were from people next door. Dean however was sure Bela liked when he grabbed her and threw her down without warning. When he bit and marked her neck all up to make sure she knew she was his. She always moaned a bit louder and got that much wetter.

Of course there were the many times when Bela Talbot wanted to be in control. When no matter what he tried she managed to get the upper hand. She was a feisty one when she was in that mood. She'd tie him down with whatever she could find. When they were at her apartment she used silk and the woman could tie a knot. She loved it though when Dean tried to struggle. She loved raking her long nails down over his chest watching him cry out. She would lean down and lick at the red raised lines her nails caused. She was a fire cracker when she wanted to be rough and controlling.

One of Bela's favorite things was tying Dean down and stroking him nice and slow watching as he got hard in her hand. She'd watch him grit his teeth knowing he had to want to feel her lowering down around him but would deny him that for a bit longer. If she was feeling particularly evil she'd leave the room leaving him like that. She'd come back then and do it again, she loved the teasing. What she loves the most though is making Dean beg. Of course he'd fight it but she knew just how to stroke him, let her thumb tease the tip that would drive him mad. When he did beg she shivered and would climb on him. There was some last bit of teasing grinding before slamming herself down onto him.

Dean shook his head and chuckled looking over the question and penciled in his own answer with a satisfied smirk.

C) All of the Above.

He set it down then and went to check in on a sleeping Bela and smiled slipping into bed with her running a hand over her swollen stomach before letting himself fall asleep. Salt lines in place.

Dean Winchester // Supernatural // 508 words

I'd figured I'd give this a go for Dean here. I might very well be insane. Letters will center around those he is closest to.


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( Dude this is a hard one. )

Dean Winchester // Supernatural // 445 words

Don't pretend you're sorry
I know you're not
You know you got the power
To make me weak inside
- Drowning, Backstreet Boy

Dean was trying to get Bela Talbot out of his system and he just couldn't. He wasn't sure how she did it, how she got under his skin and made him weak inside. She knew what buttons to push, but then he knew what buttons of hers to push. Both were fighting the attraction there tooth and nail and both were losing. They lost the war battle by battle every time they ended up alone and let themselves go. It was making it harder for each one to pull away. Though Dean was finding himself feeling things he told himself he'd never feel again. Not after Cassie not after how she hurt him. Now he had fallen for Bela and was her boyfriend. Man that was weird. Not as weird as being called dad by Ben who ended up being his kid. Here he was, Dean Winchester: hunter, father, boyfriend, father to be for a second time.

Though dealing with a pregnant Bela Talbot was a feat in itself. She was a vicious creature at times and stubborn to boot. Be careful, calm down, slow down were all words that went in one ear and right out the other. They were so much alike it was frightening. Now if only Dean could beat this deal somehow he'd be good to go.

Dean Winchester // Supernatural // 221 words

01: Son of a bitch!
02: Can I shoot her.
03: I'm going to kill you.
04: Go to hell.
05: Shut up Sammy.
06: Fuck off.
07: Leave me alone.
08: Bitch.
09: Go away.
10: Shit.
11: Fuck.
12: I'ma kill a bitch.
13: What a bitch!

Dean Winchester // Supernatural

I've never seen you looking so gorgeous as you did tonight
I've never seen you shine so bright you were amazing
I've never seen so many people want to be there by your side
And when you turned to me and smiled it took my breath away
And I have never had such a feeling such a feeling
Of complete and utter love, as I do tonight
- Chris Deburgh, Lady in Red

( Dean had been on the road for a few weeks now which was starting to drive Bela Talbot up the wall. )

Dean Winchester // Supernatural // 826 Words

Yes I am insane and am trying this. People can pic for me and stuff. Doubt anyone will.

TITLE: AUTHOR: FANDOM: PAIRING: GENRE: TABLE: PROMPT: RATING: WORD COUNT: SUMMARY: WARNINGS: NOTES: DISCLAIMER: I don't own these characters, nor am I making any money from them. I merely borrow them from time to time.

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Not knowing when you are going to drop dead is a bad time really yo fall in love. Guess what they say about love sneaking up on you is true. Hell I had resigned myself to never falling for someone again. It just never worked out for me in the past. Guess as it turned out I hadn't met the right person. I had to meet someone that understood what I did, and could accept it. Someone who believed in the supernatural world. I found that now with Bela.

She understands what I do and why I do it. She knows my time is short and yet she's still willing to have as much time with me as she can get. She knows things I want, things I may never get. I'm not holding my breath to be saved, if Sam finds a way fine, if Bela finds a way? Fine. If not? I will die having just for a small time what my mom and dad had. What Sam has with Jess.

Dean Winchester // Supernatural // 172 Words

I just lose control
Down to my very soul
I get hot and cold all over
Carole King - I Feel The Earth Move

When Bela Talbot comes around man I feel this strange sensation. It kind of sucks, yet i like it too. She makes me feel alive, makes me feel things I never thought I'd feel again. Not after Cassie's ripping his heart out and spitting on it almost. He hid it well though when she was around. They bickered and fought. It was after that, when they were alone. Laying together usually in her hotel room so it was hidden from Sam. Or mainly so Sam didn't have to see, then again most times he was busy spending time with Jess, getting reacquainted.

When Bela touched him he felt like he was on fire, and he could tell she felt the same way. They had sex every now and then but oddly most times it was just laying and talking. They discussed what could be, what may never be. Spoke of children, and a life together. Maybe it was just Bela letting Dean voice out the things he wished he could have. Either way Dean enjoyed it, it gave him hope. It may have been false hope but it was hope all the same.

Dean Winchester knew one thing, he knew he was in love with Bela Talbot, and he knew she felt the same.

Dean Winchester // Supernatural // 212 Words
Mun note: The Bela Dean mentions is sneakylilbela

based on this picture


Dean wasn't sure why he let Bela talk him into this and once he was down in the place he wanted to kick her ass. If he got some disease from coming down here and died early he was gonna be a restless spirit just to haunt her ass. Either that or he'd fuck with her when she used her ouija board. Now that could be fun.

He watched where he was going over the bits and pieces of broken brick and what looked like an old rusted bit of drainage pipe. Really why would anyone hide something down in this place? Oh wait. No one would want to come down in here. It smelled bad and he made note to give Bela Talbot a nice big old hug once he was out of here. The thought itself made him smirk. Oh the look on Bela's face if he did that smelling like this place. It made it almost worth facing near death down here.

He found the little golden statue and made his way out and looked to Bela who seemed pleased to see the artifact. She held her hand out and he smirked and walked over hugging her. Oh hearing that shriek as she caught the smell now on her was priceless.

Dean Winchester // Supernatural // 212 Words

I used to think that one of the great signs of security was the ability to just walk away. - Jack Nicholson

[locked from everyone]

I used to be so good at walking away. Hell it was my reputation after awhile. Love them and leave them. It was easier that way. I was less likely to break someone's heart well too badly. Sure there were a few minor fractures on some that next morning when I was gone and the number they tried calling was fake to go along with the fake name. I think few like Cassie and Lisa actually got my real name. Point was it was for the sake of the girl I had been with and her security. Not dragging her down into my fucked up life.

Then there is Bela Talbot. The one woman I just can't walk away from when part of me tells me I should. I have less then a year and unless by some miracle of divine fucking intervention happens that's all I got. Is it fair to let her head down the road of a broken heart? Then again in that same token would it be fair for me to take that choice away from her? It's a double edged sword and my ass is trying to stay balanced. I can't help how I feel, and hell I wish I had longer. I'll just be a selfish prick and take what I can get. I won't make Bela go, and I won't make her stay. If the times gets closer and she can't handle it I'd understand. At least I'd die with a taste of what my dad had with my mom.

[unlocked]

Walk away? Not this Winchester. I face them down head on gun drawn.


Dean Winchester // Supernatural // 274 Words

Dean had amused the hell out of Bela by showing up in a matching black and white pirate costume. He had looked good in it though or some blonds thought so but oddly the entire night his attention was fully on Bela. That was new for Dean especially when girls were trying to get his attention. It had been a nice night and they spent a bit of time at Bela's apartment them just talking. Nothing more then that happened save one single kiss goodnight.

They had agreed to meet again and Dean came by to pick her up. A Proper dinner she had said so he had gotten a table at a pretty nice restaurant. He went and rang her bell and waited.